dh lme sbnr nye nk sgt kongsi bnde nie kt korg.. al-maklum lah.. skrg nie tgh bz bt cm2 assgnmnt..

cop2.. nk cite bnde lain sbnrnye nie..

korg ingt x mse 1st time btudong..(hnye utk gurlz je k..) dlu kcik2 ak pkai tdong time sklh je.. abs je wktu sklh.. skelip mate.. trus togel pale otak ak.. (free hair..)

hr demi hr.. bulan demi bln.. taun demi taun blalu.. ad gak kangkawan ak tego.. diorg ckp ak hipokrit.. cz time sklh je ak pkai tudong.. then ak jwp r.. "lm tntu org yg pkai tudong 2 baik prangai dye.. yg pnting ht beb.."

smpailh umo ak 18 taun ak msok matrix.. time kat matrix awl2 ak ckp kt parents ak.. ak xnk pkai tudong trus.. jd xde r org ckp ak hipokrit lg..

ibu ak xbg.. dye prefer ak pkai tudong kt kls.. luar kls lntak ko lh.. ko nk pkai tudong ke x.. sukati ko.. tp ak tetap ngn keputusn ak.. ak xnk pkai..

spnjang kt matrix ad gak mmber ajk pkai tudong.. diorg siap ckp ak pkai tudong nmpk manis r.. cntik r.. mcm2 lg.. (nk bodek r 2.. hehhehe) ak mmg degil gle r mse 2..

then 1hr, ttbe je ak cm nk sgt2 pkai tudong kekal.. ak pn xtau nape.. prasaan 2 dtg sndri.. then ak ckp ktdri ak sndri.. start ask ak nk pkai tudong r.. mse 2 xde sorg pn tau.. even rumate ak pn xtau..

ble ak smpai kls je sume tgk ak lain mcm.. ak ingt kn ak pkai bju tbalik.. ak pn pe lg.. tgedik2 jd malu r.. hehehe.. mse 2 mmg ak lupe mati yg ak dh pkai tudong.. smpai lh kwn ak tego.. "asal ko pkai tudong farah?" mse 2 bru ak tringt.. hehe.. sengal kn.. soaln kwn ak td ak xjwp r.. ak snyum je..

parents ak pn tkejut ble tgk ak dh btudong spnoh mse.. hehehe.. start 2 bru ak caye ble org ckp psl "dah smapi seru".. kkdang 2 ad gak parents ak test ak tgk ak mmg btol2 nk pkai tudong ke x.. tp Alhmdlillah.. msh lg kekal smpai skrg..

2 3 hr lps ak pkai tudong ad sorg ustz nie ckp.. (sory r.. ak mmg xingt nme ustz 2..)ustz 2 cite.. "pmpuan ibarat permate.. nape kt kdai emas.. ad sstgh permate dye smpn n kunci leklok.. n ad sstgh 2 dye pamer je dpn org rmai.." then, penonton pn jwp.. "sbb yg bkunci 2 lbh bnilai".. ustz 2 pn sambung.. "pmpuan yg lbh tertutup 2 lbh bnilai.." mmg btol2 "sentap ht mak nak" mse dye ckp 2..

lastly, syukur alhmdlillah.. ak antre org yg bruntung bberi hidayah awl.. so, 2 je yg ak nk kongsi stakt nie.. bye.. Assalamualaikum..
insyaAllah bln 5 nie hr jd a.yus.. byk bnde ak nk bt.. byk bnde yg ak rncang.. tp lm tntu ak dpt bt.. (jap2.. tgh fikir.. hehehhehe)

ak tringin gak nk rse cm org lain celebrate birthday boy or gurl diorg.. nk2 lg best kalo dpt bt surprise party.. dr segi material mmg ak xde problem.. problem ak yg pling utame ialah parents ak.. bole ke diorg bg ak bt surprise party utk a.yus..
alangkn ak nk dating ngn a.yus je pn ktorg kene mrh dlu bru dpt kuar.. tp tang dating 2 cite lain r..

point ak skrg dpt ke ak nk bt surprise party utk a.yus ea.. a.yus slalu pesan.. kalo nk bt pape ayh ibu msti kene tau tau.. kalo ayh ibu tau yg lain msti xde mslh... nk dptkn "green light" 2 yg mslh..

ak xnk nt ktorg d slh tfsir lg.. lain yg ktorg nk smpaikn.. lain yg org lain trm.. kalo +ve xpe r gak.. kre sjuk r gak ht nie kalo org trm +ve.. nie x.. lm pape ktorg yg kene attack dlu..

ak dh xkesah kalo stakt kene attack nie ak dh biase drpd kcik lg.. ak cume cian a.yus je nt.. dh r mse sblm ktorg dating ayh ngamok2 dlu.. ibu lak xnk ngaku yg ak dh bgtau dlu.. dr 1 segi kre Alhmdlillah gak r sbb ayh xpape kn a.yus..

bt mse skrg nie ak msh lg bserah.. hope ak dpt bt pe yg ak nk bt.. which means ak nk celebrate birthday a.yus.. if possible ak nk jd kn hr 2 most special day 4 both of us.. Ammiiiiinnn :) doakn ktorg ea.. thnx guys.. XD